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Hello.

Been awhile since i last blog again.
Well, i really have no idea on what to blog about.

Uhmm! Blog about my new Kittens(: extremely HYPER!
Ever since Boom went missing, the house has been so empty.
It feels as tho, he's already part of the family.

I still miss you, Boom):

Well, here are the kittens picture!(:




The one, in brown is call Pin.
The sister, which is gray-ish black(: is called Rin.

Hahaha! So cute right?

A week has passed, and i'm starting to get better (: Hah!
That's something worth cheering for :D well, I AM A HAPPY PERSON!

Hahahahah :DD I need to go back to work real soon, like R.E.A.L.L.Y soon!
Holidays are calling out for me and if i really wanna enjoy i need to work hard (:

For the whole of this week, i have been staying at home. Well, QUARANTINE sounds better right? Lol, it was kind of fun actually. Rather than facing irritating customers and getting piss off. I'm enjoying the peace at home. ((((: CHEERS!

But, i really do crave for ice-creams! T.T
Can i please please please have some? When i recover?!
Ben's&Jerry's PLEASE! LAUGHHHHHHH!

Its always the same old food i face everyday! 24/7!
PORRIDGE, TASTE-LESS PORRIDGE!! ):
And it makes me lose my appetite. CRYYYYYY!

While everyone at home gets to eat those good food, i suffer.
I can't have any until i fully recover.
Uhhhs, i don't wanna have scars either.
Guess, i have to be really good and listen to what my mummy says.

But, hahahaha! I've been falling in LOVEEEE with milk lately!
They taste like heaven to me. (: maybe it's because it's the only thing which taste normal. (: muahahahs!

Night at the museum 2 is coming out!
Laugh! Can't wait to watch it after all these poxs goes AWAY!
Alrightttttt, who's interested? Text me!

Gasps! SIMS 3 is launching on the 5 June! ( if i'm not wrong )
2 June would be in the USA. LAUGHS!

Come to me babbbbbby ~ i've waited so long!
Than i will be so stuck at home. Not going anywhere during my offffs!
Grrrrreat isn't it?
Step one to saving more money!

LAUGH!

AHHH!

I AM HAVING CHICKENPOX! T.T

like, why now?
it's a torture for me.
pain and itchy at the same time.

and the ulcer is hurting like hell.
so wanna cry. GAH!
and being at home is the same as being quarantine!
i can only walk around the house when my brother isn't home.
apart from that, i am only allowed to stay in MY ROOM.

SAD!
THIS IS THE WORST PART OF MY LIFE!


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PLEASE PLEASE GO AWAY FROM MIN'ER!

i need a break.

things do crumble down at one go, leaving you with no time to run away.
i guess, that's what i'm going through now.
but.. do i even have the slimmest chance of survival?

be it friends or relationships.
i just can't handle it well, right?
how does it feels like, to see a friend fighting off the pain and loneliness alone?
instead of doing something to ease him/her. yet, it seems harder and harder.

sometimes, i'm really at my wit.
why do things have to happen this way? like, all at a go?
are we born to just make others happy? and to only realized that we have done nothing for ourselves?

and at one point, when you're trying to make this person happy, somehow. someone else out there, would be unhappy because of the things you did.
tell me how? accommodating everyone can be hell tiring!
its not like, i can split myself into halves.

give me a reason not to help you..
well, there isn't and i just can't help but wanna do it.. willingly.

you said that i've changed,
from the person who always tells you everything, to a person who tells you nothing.

have you give thought about why i became who i am now?
that's because i talk too much to gain nothing at all.

i gave out chances to listen to what you have to say, but you never did.
yes, what you did might be right. you might wanna listen to what i have to say.
but.. it does helps and at the same time, it hurts too.

because of these causes, we've gone through a series of misunderstanding.

instead of dwelling onto the past and bearing grudges with one another.
why not let it go and look ahead?

a glass of water might not feel heavy if you hold onto it for a minute.
but, what if you hold onto it for hours and days?
your arms would start to ache and by then, you might need to call for an ambulance.

it's still the exact amount of water in the glass, but the longer you hold onto it. the heavier it becomes.

this theory applies onto how we carry our burdens.

the longer you carry your burden with you, as time passes.
you'll realize that it gets increasingly heavier and by then.. its hard to carry on.

sometimes, all you have to do is to let the glass down for awhile, give yourself a break before holding the glass up again.

life is too short to be living in regrets.
we'll never know what might happen the next minute.
live life to the fullest.

its really too short to regret.

i just want you to know that.. you have people around you who loves and cares for you.

sometimes, we're just too blind to see it.

off from work today.
woke up and wash up.. here i am, blogging away.

been 6 days already, are you.. doing fine?
are you happy? i really hope you are(:
been feeling real uncomfortable whenever i look through the mailbox.

no mails, coming from you.. anymore.
but, you're always with me. right?

wondering what i should do today?
watch videooos online or go out?
but, i am going jogging with my sister in the evening :xx
hahaha ~ stop laughing uhhhhs!

alright, thats about it uhhh.
nothing much to blog about also, haven been going out.
no pictures too ~ haha.

prolly next week?
alright alright~ gotta go.

30 April 2009, A day.. i'll never ever forget.
the day, you left all of us. to be by God's side.
are you happy right now?

i hope you are (:
because, i just want you to know how much i miss and love you.
there's just so much more i would wanna share with you.

the news, came so sudden and so unexpectedly.
i doubt anyone would be able to accept the fact that, you're left.

have you received the flowers we sent to you?
it's beautiful, isnt it?
promise to always stay by our side, alright?

all i wanna say is that, it has been a long and tiring journey for you.
and now, it's time for you to rest.
rest well my dear friend.. it's time to put down and let go off everything(:

you have a better life ahead..

till we meet again, i'll never forget you.

and i hate the night most.
whenever nightfalls.
i would feel so lonely, in the heart..

like some part of me, has left.. with you.

i really miss you!

LOL! okay, i know it has been ages since i updated. AGAIN!

well, i was so lazy to update :/ anyway!
i went to the ZOO & NIGHT SAFARI yesterday!

YAY! once again, i have to say.. i enjoyed alot. REALLLLLY!
it was so fun, seen so many animals within a day. so happy!

okay, i woke up darn early yesterday.
i was too excited about the trip. laughs.
was supposed to meet the Jane, Jeremy & Terence at 9am.
BUT, haha.. all ended up late. so, by the time we all finally meetup, its 1030am.

so, we all met up at AMK interchange.
after everyone finally arrive, we waited for our dearest BUS 138 to arrive.
we waited, waited and waited ~
soon after, we board the bus, Terence said that he wanted to perform magic tricks with his deck of poker cards. so, we watched. actually.. was just me.

because his tricks were kinda like, out-dated already? laughs, which means everyone knows about it that kinda stuff. yeah~ so the moral of the story was..
it was pretty lame lar. ><~

so, when we reached the zoooooo~
SUPER HAPPY! we went to buy the tickets.
zzz, the worst part was, the tickets were expensive!
but, its alright. ONCE IN AWHILE!

we went to many places, visited many animals.
had so much fun running around, laughing and doing stupid things.
but the weather wasnt being nice to us at all! SO HUMID.
everyone was perspiring. i just hate the sun!

and i just love and hate getting lost in the zoo, laughs.
its fun. we were walking through out the whole morning.
without the tram rides, we're so fit! (:

oh yea, during the whole trip. we met this little cute angel!
i mean, a little toddler. she's so SWEEET!
awww~ makes me wanna bite her cheeks. :/ opps.
she's a blonde. GAH! caucasian i meant, she has those super pretty BIG EYE!
&&&& it was those pretty blue eye! ahhh~ & i could not resist her cuteness.
kept playing with her. heh! played with her as though she's a doll.

took pictures of her, but i dont have it now.
and we had KFC! hehheh~ cool huh?!
actually, i wanna thank TERENCE! thank you for your treat.
laughs, kidding. i'll pay you back lar. on your BDAY!

&& the best of the best part!
I FINALLY GET TO SIT ON THE MERRY-GO-ROUND!
laughs, i was so happy! *SMILES*
okkkkk~ here's the funny part!
we wanted to pay for the Merry-Go-Round. ( for the 4 of us )
but, while paying, one of the staff told us that, the maximum weight is 77kg.







& i wondered why she told me that, so i turned and look.
... I BURST OUT IN LAUGHTER. opps, i'm sorry! i did not mean it.
BUT, it was funny. the girl was referring to Terence.
everyone joined in the laughter lar, so.. in the end!
as promised, Jeremy went for the 5mins ride with me (: HAHAHA!

yay~ happy like never before!

alrighty, the zoo and night safari trip was fun!
very very fun! i shall visit it again like 10 years later!
LOL!!

i love going out with them, because we get to enjoy the laughter together.
and also, share out little secrets. so cute of us huh!

but, although happy.. but i dont know why, some part of me.. just a little part i guess? was upset.. and disappointed too. ~

heees, shall i let the pictures do the talking?
they're more colorful than my boring words. (:



























































thats all (:
but more to come !
visit me sooooon !

HERE YOU GO ~

FUNNY RIGHT?

well, i know (:
btw, will upload the birthday pictures soon !
very soon.

till than ~ lalalala~

one more day, yet i don't feel excited.

bought almost all the stuff already.
gotta marinate the chicken tonight when i get back from work.

wonder who will be coming for the party.
i doubt many would be coming.
haha! but, as long as there's people turning up.
i'll be more than happy already (:

woke up terribly early today.
can't get back to bed.
sigh, wonder why too.

stinky called me last night.
but, i was already dead asleep.
again, we missed out the chance of talking.

wonder why he seems to be calling me later and later.
so busy in camp?

zzz, gotta go prepare for work later on.
Jane would be joining me in this line (:
laughs, i'll be teaching her on some work stuff later on ~

wow ~ cool huh?

alright, gotta go now ~

LOVE ALL!